Of course the topic of getting married isn’t undisclosed to us but the feeling is different when he went down on his knees. Unlike other ladies or in movies, I always prefer being private (someone even critized why the proposal isn’t melodramatic -_-). Just the way I like it and how the weather, the cool breeze and seagulls enjoying the water — perfect. No pretensions. Not for social media trending post. More not for a show.
A real man will show his intentions with no pretensions. Clear and guided. I’d say, a godly man is also equipped with wisdom and fear to the Lord. He knew it was the day when the Lord gave him a word in Joshua 3:5. More than the financial capability is his love for me stood out (Proverbs 19:22).
Before the day ended, the Lord spoke to me and I was crying (tears of joy). I was reminded how I compromised and played God in the past. But God restored everything. Double portion (Isaiah 61:17). A promise that seems impossible while I was still in the pit. I looked back how everything was meant for good (Genesis 50:20). We cannot change the past and end up regretting if only we saved ourselves (Jeremiah 31:19). However, He is also a God who remembers our sins no more (Isaiah 43:25) and forgives the iniquities of our youth (Isaiah 54:4). No tear was wasted (Psalm 56:8) for He knows everything what we had been through.
I know the time is coming when God revealed Isaiah 62:2-4 weeks before. At the start of 2017, He promised in Isaiah 61, the year of His favor and the eternal covenant of peace that only comes from Him (Isaiah 54).